padamm-padamm-padamm

this is my heart beating. can you hear it beating?this is my heart beating. i can feel it. sometimes more than other times. i couldnt feel it for a long time.and then..

and then i saw two people slowly falling in love. padamm
and then i had a fight with someone close to me. padamm
and then i was told that my silence and my words are not good enough. padamm

i can feel my heart beating. it’s not me falling in love. it’s not me having the fight any longer. it’s not me talking to you any longer. it’s my heart that’s beating. it’s my heart that’s saying i have to do something. i have to be the rhythm.

padamm-padamm-padamm

visitors

lovely day, sunny, day, walking day


it was really nice to have these young people here in...khmm...my city.

glad we met up, eventually. for a couple of hours it was

broken silences

communication.

unanswered emails.

weird words

empty words. empty words echoed in the space.

and the reply.
from someone.

My dear friend.. silence is what I hear from you, but I know you have lots to say.. so just say it.. let it all out..write.. express it.. You seem to have it all bottled up inside.. I think you have a wonderful story to tell and I'd like to hear it.. well so long for now..justme, just becuase...

dream

i had a dream that you were reading this site. bits from my life. very randomly put down in here. in my dream, i saw you clicking on the link, and scrolling through the posts. you were checking out some headings. you had some laughs, and you were also oh-and-ah sometimes.
but mostly you were sad. and . . .

and maybe not even interested at all.

i woke up. i didn't want to see you looking into my life any longer.

it's enough what you do every day. evey other day. in person.

shite.