I should stop..

I should stop questioning *that*. Really.

Since, what happened today and in the last coiuple of days with me concerning that should really make me realize - nothing is lost!!!

Or, everything is lost, but then who cares?? :)

I think I have seen Péter today.
I think he thought he saw me, too.
It was funny.

Anyways, I have made some discoveries on the first week of this year. Namely that what I hoped to become reality would never be so.
Now, almost 7 days later it is easier to accept it! :)

I 'm afraid that they're gonna "professionally" vandalize our new apartment because the neighbor below is experienceing some flooding. Today my favorite architect woke me up with two plumbers. They came to check whether our walls our wet! They weren't. And this is what we had told them two days ago!
I feel sorry for the man below - we were flodded before, too - but there's nothing we can do, excpet for letting them knock down our newly set parquet. I think we won't do this!

I'm leaving for the States the day after tomorrow. There are still some things to buy - as ususal - left for the last day. Now my mum is very sad about me leaving now, but I really cannot stay. Honestly, it was enough for now. I wish she could have some more free time, so that we could have talked more, but c'est la vie (as to prepare for my first class!! :):))
However, I am not looking forward to the whole day of traveling on Thursday. It's gonna be tough - I just cannot forget about getting some walk on the planes. I can choose from 3 different ones!! which is nice, especially after that dream yesterday - I was out with some family walking and wwatching some planes taking off, when a plane, after minutes of low-flying, suddenly cracked up. it fell on some people. There was no blow-up or naything but it was not a pleasent view and feeling at all!!
But, now taht I have written about it, adn becasue it's not 'that' year, nothing's going to happen!!
I'll get to California in one piece with all my luggage and, hopefully, senses!!!! :):):)