a week after -- follow up and I am negative!!!! :):)

I have already relaized that I was not less pessimistic or negative or whatever thatn the saved post.

BTW, talking about negative-ness. The other day, when we were out to do the pre-holiday shopping we were stopped by a man in the parking lot. he was one of those "please, give some money, we are cvollecting for the poor" guys, who hang out around the malls and the subway. there were tons of reports about them on TV leeting pppl know that they're fake and they can never provide an evidence for their charities. Anyways, he was coming up to us, and for I never favor these things, I immeadiately said him good-bye. He goes: I am not tlaking to to you! but the boss (a.k.a. my mum) and then he continues: I(!) don' talk to negative people.
I left him there to take back the basket. laterr my mum said that he left ehr there saying: he leaves before he becomes negative, too.
I would say that the appearent misunderstanding between us is most probably due to the fact that, if, as he said, we are negative, he was negative too, for the same poles thrust each other, right??

anyways:
I was reading some stuff by some people important to me and it made me think of my feelings and enthusiams towards some other things in life (original, huh??!!). friends, crushes --generally speaking!!-- I wish it would be easier sometimes. or that I could be different. -- no, I don't want to be different. :)
It'll be very difficult even for e to understand the importance of this part in my blog once I re-read it, but let the keyword be: quizzes.