feel like...

I feel like contributing to this site again. After so many years of E., sometimes it's easier for me to explain whta's going on wiht me in E. I know, I know - sometimes. :)

Right now - instead of devoting time to the wonderful tradition of sleeping, or the less wonderful but more practical and, well, obligatory practice of essay writing, I am - with one eye, though, watching Almodovar's Bad Education! well, I thought it would not be an easy ride, but it's tough, dude!! Whenever I happen to watch male sexuality in movies, I got this strange kind of feeling. it's not disgust or anything like that - it's just a lot more weird for me than to watch women together. in general, adn without any prejudices, I am more comfortable with heterosexuality on the screen, too -- and when we get to the pedofilic (??) parts. I freak out.
Like right now!

but, two things are for sure. first is that I like Almodovar, though Stiletto (or whatever the title was in E.), All about my mother, and two other earlier ones (no titles now) are my favorites.
second, Gael Garcia Bernal is beautiful - as a woman too!!!!! :) or even more!! :):) Even when he was the very controversial priest in the Crime of Father Amaro (which I think is a very interesting movie). he has something in his eyes!!!!

talking about eyes - why is that sometimes People (well, one person) can look so intensly (or intensively??) in your eyes? that you just cannot say the SMART things??!!! or be witty?? or anything??!! :)
we were just tlaking about the eye colors and why and which we like the most. I would say that I go for YOURS ( :) ).
no - or maybe yes, but, well, I prefer the non-blue eyes! :) I could not really choose one specific color, but, and its weird, all the guys I got involved with (wow, what a way to put it!) so far had green eyes of different variations. though there is no preference (I guess! :):))