update

living with the burden of a decision I made but was contemplating about for months and then decided to be smart and all that jazz and also be considerate about my future, but i screwed with nothing all semester and now I'm a little bit fucked (xcuse my language)......or actually, I wouldnt have been fucked that much at all (and this brings up a lotta other questions which also bug my mind recently, but lets leave them for now) had I started to work on things faster, or actually, at all.....but such is life...no, I shouldnt be blaming it on life, such is me......we shall see.


i wish i wouldnt find these stupidities so stupid.