i'm barely but still kicking

what's happening?

i asked today.

i got no answers.

cuz now: this is a question to which A) I should answer. only, solely. just. but to which B) I don't want to and I cannot answer.


and then again: all is a lie........easier..........liar......


there are HHHUUUGGGEEE plans in formation now.

I suprised someone today by saying: I wanna study more. yep, tho: some more years in the hands of the institutional monster loved and hated by all. but come on: stage directing is offered as a major!


and now, keywords again:

- exams - some, lot, no study, death
- thesis - no chapters finished, deadlines passed...but i already have work done......
- szhek -gone against what i've decided but why?! this is surprising
- ""flirty"" - today I read our future in the horoscope: there is no future! plus.........
- april...summer....ever-US

snore. snore. snore. snore.