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so, for the Am Studies Party I had to make a banner. hell'ya! making banners was my least favorite job at the Ontological .
i deliberately asked for the neccesary pieces of info to be sent to me: do u think it happened as such?? no...so i needed to put down the time later, and for god's sake: couldn't we have it at 8 or 9, and not at something half..i didnt leave anough space for that. :)
the whole things was funny though, cuz Mom gave me the sheet around midnight and i neede to get it done by early morning. instead of jumping on the project, we had a huge fight (the usual - i spare the details for now), and then i decided to watch Stage Beauty. and i only started the making afterwards. the movie is ggod by the way. not that effective, or i didnt feel it this way, but its among the ones i list as faves.

then again, i overslept a bit...adn was late for my performance and theater class a bit. which is a shame, cuz the prof is really good and the material is great too - i actually learn a lot about a lot of stuff i aalready know but now in hungarian! :)
it's totally performance theory - which remends me: im gonna need to ask for the sylabus for M's class on this.

i had a meeting with my htesis advisor too: she "ordered" me to speak in hungarian! that i have to be able to find the right terms and everything - and that's not an explanation that i dont know the vocabulary (!!)
she didnt take my cd with the files on it and nor could we agree on a title - she was right. it was just weird and a bit uncomfortable. i ..i...i dont know.
i hope and i want things to work out well! i miss the conversations! gosh, i miss them...i feel like im becoming mentally handicapped! okay, that's too much, but still, in a way....
the performance class is the only class i enjoy sitting through.i do look at my watch but just to track how much more is there. its not that extremely interesting or so, but the subject matter and the context!! yes!

waht else happened today? oh, yeah. so mr. fresh was calling after me at the school and was also addressing me in a very cure way with dfunny adjectives. gosh, i dont know what to make out of it. he wasnt joking but...oh, and when he said that the readon we cant really talk normally is because there is too much sexual energy between the two of us...and then Z. and S. came over, and though the little "things" still went on....no, i actually didnt feel any change. its only now that im trying to find a second meaning. anyways: thursday - night out or not? him included or not? we'll see.

thursday's gonna be busy. i got myself another student to teach. its only gonna be an extra class, but...still soemthing. after Nori, im going to theri place ot teach, then i meet up with Meg and ..well, we may either go out or, stay over at our place..since she's gonna sleep over. we have a lot to talk about. she moved out from Csaba yesterday. it was in teh air for along while..but: I think he just doesnt knwo waht to do, how ot live his life now being back here, as an adult. and he was blaming for all this the most obvious thing - her. however, their relationship wasnt easy, even bakc in the states and here especially. and though she's someitmes more tough than the situation/Cs would have required it, for god's sake: she moved here!!! for him!! i wish them well, i wish her well. i want her to feel good and not to regret for a moment coming here.we shall see!! matters of teh heart and man/woman relations are never easy....

but tell me one thing: why isn't there ever anyone when i'd need a clear sight, some listening, advice....??!!!